Introduction

So... I've decided to give this whole blogging thing another try. Anonymously, at least for now. I'm not sure exactly how I'll gain readers/followers if I'm not connecting it up with my twitter account or telling anybody that this is my blog, but I think the only way this thing is going to work for me me, for now, is if it's totally anonymous. I'll be as honest as I can, but not identify myself or where I currently live/work. Suffice to say I live in the suburbs, and have been in this place for almost 2 years. I've lived in many different places over the years and while my aim is to find a place where I feel settled... this simply isn't it. At least not so far. But I'm not really sure where would feel more like home. There are places I dream of living, but none that are really feasible at this time. My current job is extremely challenging, my bosses are shockingly unappreciative, and the whole thing very overwhelming. It makes me feel sad, and restless, and hopeless. A lot of the time I feel like I'm just treading water, not progressing in my life. Not a fun way to be feeling in my 30s. So hopefully I can find some purpose or happiness in my daily life. Moving around as much as I do, and working as a nanny, I don't get the opportunity to form many social connections. Maybe I will be able to make some through this blog. If you're out there, reading this, and feel the same way - if you feel isolated or overwhelmed or purpose-less - reach out to me.